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[16 Jun 2009|01:35am] I'm alive.. barely. 2 comments|post comment

I don't be the girl who has to feel the silence; the quiet scares me cause it screams the truth [25 Nov 2008|02:57am] [ mood | listless ] [ music | pink ] finally. poetry. omg. are you ready? it's original work from moi. quite a while, but here we go. her heart lies before her feet; she stares into it like a crystal ball. the scars tells stories, the cuts share the pain for all eyes to glamour, for minds to be amazed. not one soul could be so lucky to have a bandage like the one she has. the gauze is covered in love filled blood, and her eyes start to swell with tears. never in vivacious colored dreams had her heart mended. only nightmares had clouded her brain. the passion that has set up cavity in the hole in her soul has made the patchwork for a whole new world. a brand new life she captures from the glance at her heart. that's the only reason she decided to pick it up and wash the dirt off, just to start all over again. yeah well, I wrote that a few weeks ago. things are actually going smooth anymore. I'm in complete and utter loneliness that I haven't felt in the past year. I'm worried. I don't know what I've done. I know I've done something. maybe it's possible I've done everything and nothing. who knows. post comment

how can I smile while the vampires sing? [24 Nov 2008|11:44am] [ mood | restless ] [ music | fall out boy. ] hello. I'm alive. 6 comments|post comment

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